Its July, things change and we adapt

Whats up homies, were has the hype about Rufus gone? Whats up with you today??

What happened to Rufus, where did it go is the burning question I have.... To answer it simply is no where, Rufus is still here, alive and breathing everyday. For the most part I have put the project on the back burner for my own reasons, mostly selfish ones. For instance, my time. I wanted my time back after devoting so much time to something that was rewarding and hard work. That is ironic though, it was rewarding and hard work. Isn't that a good thing?? It is, most definitely but time is time and I wanted to devote my time to a few other things. There are other things that revolve around the reason to deactivate the project as well, things that are not always in your control. I think computer viruses should count as life. I think it says something about human nature that the only form of life we have created so far is purely destructive. We've created life in our own image.

Stephen Hawking 

So that being said, we all have are moments in life, good and bad. We all do things that maybe we shouldn't have or should have done, one way or another. What did I do and what other people did through all this is negligible really. I chalk it up to a interesting learning experience, one that does not haunt me but rather brings a smile to my face when I think about it. Its really a story about human nature and how people react to stimulus with in their environment. 

I started a blog, made skateboards, started a skate team and then people bought my boards all over the world somehow. Now, well, my main marketing guy that had me flourishing in local sales started his own board company and guess what, my board sales dwindle. No big deal though. After manufacturing over a hundred of your own boards by hand you understand the process, you get good at making skateboards and you appreciate having someone else make them for you!! It gets tiresome after awhile, especially in my situation. So I got tired of making them, hogging all my free time. I wanted to spend more time on other things and that is what I have done. 

I am back on a fitness regime, I eat right and my house stays cleaner. There are things I miss and there are things that I don't.  I miss friendships I have made. Not that they have gone anywhere, they are still there. I don't miss the sully attitudes of certain individuals but that is every scene that I have experienced, I have experienced a few many scenes. 

So if you are reading this and have wondered where I have gone the answer is no where, I am still here. Same address, same phone number and same everything else. Question is: Where have you been??